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Sunday, October 17th, 2004
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ok
for those of you who are NOT mad at me
i want to clear something up
i am not staying at tech because i don't care about you
i am staying at tech because i like it there, and in my opinion, i have a better enviroment for school there
yes, i made some friends
yes, i like my friends there
that doesn't mean i hate you
yes, i have a me, me, me attitude
becuase it's MY future it affects
i'm sorry if i made any of you mad
or stepped on any toes
i'm not trying to make excuses for you if you ARE mad
i've had a hectic first quarter so far
so kill me
my brother and ashley are getting married, it's my first quarter in college, i'm completely broke
so yes, i'm sorry everyone, even though apologies aren't what anybody needs
and in truth mean nothing
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Thursday, October 14th, 2004
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wow
yeah
it's amazing how i just don't really care
i don't care if you don't like me
i don't care if you hate me
i don't care (though i mean this in the nicest way) if you love me, cause if you don't, I DON'T CARE
look
i don't want sympathy
i was expressing myself
i wasn't asking for you to feel sorry for me
i was mad
i was upset
so i wrote what i thought
i'm going away now
fuck this journal
fuck any one of you who reads it and then bitches because of what i have to say
because of what i feel
seems like it doesn't really matter what happens to me
if i want to complain about it
or if someone else doesn't like it
no matter what happens with anything in my life at all
if i complain, i get bitched at
cause fuck being able to express yourself
fuck being able to let people know how you think
fuck it
just fuck it
the stupid fuckers out there jsut aren't worth it
so if you don't like my bullshit, then don't add my new journal, and don't even fucking try to figure out what my new journal is
and again, i say, FUCK YOU
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Wednesday, October 13th, 2004
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| Time: | 8:59 am. |
| Mood: |  pissed off. |
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well well well
apparently i use my friends
all of them
and everyone in denham hates me?
wow
just
wow
i had no idea
and you know what???
if you don't like me
if you don't like things i do
if you don't like the decisions i make
if you don't fucking understand whats going on inside MY fucking mind
then fuck off god damn it!
if you can't accept me for who i am
then fucking ignore me
i don't give a fuck
i'm going to be who i am
i'm going to fuck up
i'm going to make bad decisions
so could you accept me for who i am?
if you answer no, you're a fuck up travis
then leave me the fuck alone
if you don't like me that much
go fucking rot in hell
bye
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Tuesday, October 5th, 2004
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i'm sure everyone and their mother knows by now
so i'm sure i don't even have to type it
i'm sorry
on another note
it's 430 in the morning, i didn't finish all my work, and i have to wake up at 6 to get to class
i need to finish
but i'd rather sleep a little than force myself to stay up and work
i can't write anymore anyway
my hand's dead
i wrote a 3 page essay in about 4 hours
fun stuff
i had over 2 weeks to do it
bad slacker!!!
oh well
at least i did it
as long as i can find a printer to print this out from, i'll be find and dandy
besides the sleep deprivation
oh well
:::passes out on keyboard::: mbhjhbmhjbmhnjmdsnhsbvhbdshfhhbaf <---my forehead typed that while i was asleep
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Monday, September 27th, 2004
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| Time: | 11:06 am. |
| Mood: |  confused. | | Music: | the cops theme song. |
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well
i've always said this
"there are cops, and there are police officers. cops are cocks, police officers are actually nice and care about you"
today, i found a "bi-polar police cop"
i was following this car
going 90
on the interstate
he gets in the right lane, i slow down to 85 and pass him
he starts riding my ass
"damn it, what does this guy want?!?!?! :::sees flashing lights on the unmarked car::: oh, that's what he wants..."
so i pull over
"son, you've been consistently going 85, in a 70"
"yes sir" :::thinks to myself "you were going over 90...":::
"can i see your license and insurance?"
"sure" :::hands it to him, but thinks "no registration?":::
:::waits:::
:::waits a lil while longer:::
"well, son, the speed limit here is 70, and you can get away with 75, hell, you can even go 80, but you go 85 to 90, and you're gonna get busted" :::hands license and insurance card back:::
"yes sir"
"now you go on and get out of here, son, and you have a good day"
"yes sir, YOU have a good day, too"
:::drives under 70 the hole way to nanny's house (where i live now):::
so
should i be pissed because that's practically entrapment?
i could have gotten out the ticket anyway (he didn't shoot radar)
but he was nice
and he didn't write me a ticket
oh well
i made it from mandi's house to here in a lil more than 3 hours! woot!
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Friday, September 24th, 2004
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| Time: | 10:55 am. |
| Mood: |  excited. |
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well well well
i can't believe it
i finally updated!
lol
well, i'm about to go to class from 2-315
after that, i'm heading home for the weekend!
if you want to see me and haven't made plans to see me yet
call me
or post on here
although my weekend is pretty full
i might be able to squeze a lil time in for a few more people
well
i gg to class now, cause i need to eat before i get there
i'll see all of you later!
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Wednesday, September 15th, 2004
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you think y'alls hurricane preperations in baton rouge are bad?
check out this email i got from LA tech...
it's horrible, i tell you, HORRIBLE
(make sure you read the subject, i just find it hilarious)
Subject: Hurricane Preparations
Most offices in New Orleans and Baton Rouge are closing this afternoon
in anticipation of Hurricane Ivan's landfall tonight.
Since there is significant telecommunications equipment in both cities
it's possible that our LaNet internet connection and service could be
disrupted at some point because of flooding or wind damage.
If so, please be patient. Service will be restored as quickly as
possible.
we have it so bad off!
i don't know what i will EVER do!!!
oh no!
:::runs and hides:::
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Sunday, September 12th, 2004
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Guess what
Ahahahaha
Michael was in Jackson
And then he called me
And he was like, hey, how do I get to your nanny’s house
Just a SLIGHT surprise
Lol
Well, I gotta go now
byes!
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Tuesday, September 7th, 2004
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well
i'm here
it's goin ok
got the schedule all fixed
i go monday, wednesday, friday from 2-3
tuesday and thursday, i get there at 8 and leave at like 415
lol
i like my schedule
so it's all good
i haven't downloaded aim yet, i'm about to though
and of course, and of you can call me
so
if you want to visit me, i'll send you directions
and i'd love it
well
i'll see all of you later
much love
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Monday, September 6th, 2004
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well
i'm off to tech
leaving in about 30 minutes
i haven't cried near as much today as i did yesterday
so that's good
whats not good is that i'm leaving
i should be back soon though
so that's good
and i'm sure i'll make a few friends
not as good as the ones i have here though
i love all of you SOOO much
:)
well, i'm about to leave
so i'll see you all later
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Friday, September 3rd, 2004
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...
i'm back from the dead...
boo
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| Subject: | tattoo! |
| Time: | 9:56 pm. |
| Mood: | cheerful. | | Music: | The Gold Standard- The Forget Faeries. |
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hey everyone.
check out my new tattoo!
it is the super hawt.
(so is mandi)
(this is transcribed by ![[info]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif) rnbowpixy)
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this...makes...no...sense...
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well
i haven't updated in a while
my laptop's been out of commision
tis back now though
happiness
i'm tired
i feel like shit
i have to work tonight
i miss mandi
i think she's still mad at me
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go ahead, ask
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Wednesday, June 30th, 2004
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well well well
i'm excited today is "friday" for me
i'm off thursday and friday night
and thursday, i get to go pick up my check
with this check
i can get a tattoo
:::smiles:::
i don't have to work till midnight sunday
thank god
that way, i can do soemthing for fourth of july
well
i'm wearing this shirt
right now
i like it
it's kinda tight on me
which i would have hated when i weighed 20 pounds more
but i like it, and it says "washington, lovin' it on top"
which just might be true ;)
i'm out now
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Thursday, June 24th, 2004
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me at work
oh yes
i'm not that happy right now though
i need sleep
horridly
good night
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